So a week ago Friday we had our first ultrasound and it wasn't good. At that point I should have been 11 weeks almost 12 but the ultrasound only showed a sac with no heartbeat and there had been no growth since about week 9. We were shocked and not sure what to think or do. We had a couple of blood tests to confirm what the ultrasound showed so what do we do now? There were so many options - actually only 3 but it felt like a million. So after talking to Brian I decided and he supported. It is now officially over and we are moving on.
I have decided tonight being Canada Day and there will be fireworks it will be the perfect time to let it all go and have it as the starting point ot have a fresh start. Afterall you can't be sad after fireworks.
We are going back and forth about trying again but it is early yet and we do need some healing time and thinking time and even some fun time.
For now at least the few baby things and maternity things are put away and we are looking forward to a relaxing rest of the summer with hopefully not much sadness and no bad surprises.
HAPPY CANADA DAY to all!!! We do live in the best country of all.
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